Everything.

Heyy. its me, Morgan. And i'm here again, writing. Just writing. i've deleted all of my past posts cause they're not worth saving and looking through. They are my past. And i'm not going to repost them, EVER. So, here i am. And i'm starting over. New.

i've got the boyfriend, the bestfriend, and god. And parents, and pets. And music. But first is first.

The Boyfriend is Seth Jordan. He's great, sweet, loving, adorable. He's truely the model boyfriend. Almost, anyways. But i got a new Bestfriend. A bestfriend that is worth saving-Jessica Porta. She is many things and i love her. She's funny, and exciting, with new drama everyday that i can't help but love her for. She's beautiful with an amazing personality(&Crotchtarts) and i can't ever get enough of her. i'm afraid that i'm caught in her spell. And god. Oh, what to really say about him. He's AMAZING. And i've excepted him into my life once more and i'm really glad for the change. Through all the things life throws my way and all the stuff life puts me through, i've found that god is there to help me. And he;s gives me someone to lean on whenever the bad overthrows the good. And i'm thankful to have him back. i'm changing-For HIM. :]

The parents are a different story however... Still having complications with MOM, "bitching" and so on, and not really being able to talk and have a relationship with my dad. :/ There's just so much that i want. i want my mom to smile and say that she's happy with her life, i want my mom to get a manicure for herself, i want my mom to not complain about EVERY little thing that goes wrong.... i want to have a relationship with my dad, i want to have a conversation with him, i want to feel like theres more to talk about than just "hey, how are you doing" or "So blah blah blah". is it that complicated to want so much? is it?